Truth

Allie Lovely - It hurts more than I ever expected it to, to have to stay away from you. I get stabs of pain in my chest when I see you because I feel bad for not taking the alternate route that would have kept me away from you. Or when I contact you, the same feeling. You are amazing, far more real than almost anyone I know and I have a huge amount of respect for your honesty. I miss you even if I barely scratched the surface of who you are.

Dolphin Bode-Hammer - Its insane how frustrated, angry, upset, hurt and happy you can make me feel all at once. You are one of those rare people that cought my eye, and because of that, you have a profound effect on me. I honestly hate it. A single look from you depending on what the emotion shown by your eyes sets my mood for the next couple hours. Please don't abuse the power you have over me. I know this probably all sounds stupid to you but it isn't to me. I'll do as you ask, just don't leave me in the dark, i'm not a mind reader.

Laura Stevens - I need you, I need to badly right now but you are just a fingers breath away. I can't chase after you so please come and show up at my door. I'll be suprised if I don't hug you and start crying. I know there is an insane amount of time we are away from eachother and we barely talk but our bond is still there.

Kt Mason - Make a little effort PLEASE. I do miss you. Like I said, I would invite you over but you are kinda allergic to my dogs so i'm sitting here waiting for the phone to ring and the caller ID to read off your number for the first time in quite a while.

Brandin Hisaw - I don't know if i'm insane or if i'm lying to myself and everyone else, but still you put up with me and the person that comes with me. Its amazing that she talks to you, just know that. But if you don't belive she is real, then tell me know and stop letting me make myself look like a fool. Whether you belive her or not, she is real. And so am I. Thank you so much for being there for me more than anyone these past couple weeks.

Caleb Collins - You are infuriating, I hope you know that. But I can't help but turn around and give you a big hug and rant about being your huggy bear. For some reason my mind dosn't want to belive you about almost everything you say, but I'm trying really hard. Thank you for putting up with my rather agressive mood swings and with my harsh words.

Ashley Hoosier - I havn't been around and I apologize for that. I want to work on getting close to you again, but at the moment, I honestly can't handle doing that. So I hope you don't get the wrong message from my hugs at school. Your mind scares me. It comprehends to much while dealing with to much. You understand to well but ask anyways to clarify. Thank you for not just letting me be just another annoying girl in your choir class.

MaryKay Anderson - You confuse the hell out of me, I hope you know that. Intimidated, respectful, friendly, loving, so many damn emotions surround you from me. The kind of respect you have from me is something that almost no one on this earth has and I plan to tell you that some day. I will never forget the drive home from that competition when we cried together.

Rio Sadlier - You confuse me only a little less than MaryKay does honestly. One day I don't exist in your world and the next you actually come up to me to talk. I miss our past together, and I wont forget it. I wish the best for you I really do, I'd love to see you happy. Your smile is more powerful than you know.

Amanda Jensen - You scare me sometimes, you do act like your mom at times. I know thats what you don't want to be but its true and i'm not the only one who sees it. But thats not what I want to talk about. I want to thank you, I know I can trust you with anything and come to you when I need to. I don't know how much longer that will be true but thank you for being that kind of friend to me even if for only a short period of time. I understand.

Katie Fowler - Angel, my Angel, I miss you so badly, and i'm extremely grateful for that message you sent me today. Even a little pm telling me that you missed me made me so happy. I've been so worried about you. Please, please, PLEASE come back to me at least to show me I don't have to worry on the interverals.