Another day, another thousand thoughts.

So I had way to much time to think today.
About the people I miss.
When I am going to see them next.
How summer is going to go.
Why I am angry at the people I am angry at.
Reasons to be happy.
Reasons to be sad.
Figuring out my thoughts a little more.
How much I miss her.
What this new life is going to be like.
I just plain thought about way to much.
Most of it made me really sad.
I can't help but be angry at her mom.
I was already but it just keeps coming.
Why can't we get a break?
But she said she was 100% sure.
And I am just as sure.
I want to be with her.
Even if it means going through all this.
Through all the things that make me upset,
thinking of her,
of how we were togehter,
how we will be together,
and the next time we will get to see eachother,
I can't help but smile.
I was laying on the trampoline today,
I think I was there for a good two hours.
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I really do think to much.
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I think I am going to go write on paper for a while before I go to sleep.
I have to babysit again tomorrow.