I hate it.

How one person can say such meaningful words.
And you can believe them with all your heart.
Then they end up not being who or what you think they are.
And you realise those words didn't mean shit.
They were just empty words spoken.
...
And then someone comes along and says them.
And actually means them with all their heart.
But it feels meaningless.
Because they have been spoken at you so many times.
...
Also,
how can someones emotions change so quickly.
I've seen this world pass me by many times over.
At least in that aspect.
What?
Am I just slow to react.
Slow for my emotions to decide to change.
But while that happens.
It seems like it is inevitable for them to change.
Maybe thats because they have never worked well for me.
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You know what?
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I need out of Shelton.