Look inside yourself.

I feel odd.
Kind of tired.
Which makes sense since it is 2:17am currently.
But I don't want to sleep just yet.
I want to continue those disturbingly sick stories.
Not many things make my jaw drop.
But oh well.
I makes you see lust in a slightly different light.
At least that is what it is doing for me.
And I am listening to the songs I haven't heard in a while.
Almost every one of them have a memory attatched to them.
I makes me think to hard.
Then again.
I almost always seem to think to hard.
I'm excited to have two days away.
I'll be hanging out with my friend at a book store.
Then we decided we want to swing in the rain.
So in the middle of the night we are going to find a park.
And hope it rains.
I miss being able to swing whenever I want.
And I miss hanging out with this friend of mine.
I'm terribly excited for it.
The song these lyrics are from mean a lot to me.
' In this world where life can be so tough you must me strong
Just believe in yourself and dont you fear
so open up your mind and close your eyes
take another look from the other side'
And from the same song.
'Just remember you are not alone so don't you fear
even though you're miles away I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are'
Just listening to that song reminds me of who has been there for me this entire time...
I think I need to call someone on Monday when I get home.
I miss you my friend.