Horrendus

I'm tired of the social flare that I seem to lack in life,
as I said,
I wish to be free,
but as a seventeen year old high school student who doesn't even have her own room,
I honestly don't think that is possible right now,
and in all honesty,
I'm not even sure why I have this sudden urge to be free,
probably because I found someone I want to be around,
and can never do that for lack of a car,
I guess I'm just feeling a bit lonely,
and my usual vices aren't helping,
I need to find a new temporary solution