Anything to make yourself look better

So i'm standing at the place we were eating,
mom is in front of my,
my aunt is also in front of me,
talking about how mom and the jackass are broken up,
she starts talking about how I didn't like it,
and how that was the main reason they arn't togehter,
BULLSHIT!
The only fucking reason you aren't with him is because he drinks,
and because he stopped pursuing you,
then she goes and fucking says I was miserable at his place,
so I pipe up and say I was getting sick,
and she says 'yeah shiann was getting physically sick from the stress'
like you fucking knew,
you had no idea that I was getting sick at his house,
You were to wrapped up in how much in love you were to notice I wasn't eating,
to distracted by his 'charms' to see I was close to throwing up all the time,
Though he was fucking perfect,
could do no wrong,
you said so yourself,
so I was fucked,
and now you go and tell our fucking family about how much you cared,
and how you thought so much about me,
BULLSHIT BULLSHIT BULLSHIT,
this is the closest i've been to screaming in months.
AUGH!!!!!!!!!