Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Feeling deceitful

Yeah I like her,
yeah I crave the affection,
but I never saw this happening,
talk of surviving,
whispered words that trace around the word love,
I never asked for this,
I just want to break away,
I want to run,
I understand Poets feelings of wanting to run now,
I'm terrified,
I don't want this,
but I don't want to hurt her,
but i'm not responsible for her welfare,

Why the fuck do I have to try and save everyone?!

*scrubs theme*
I can't do this all on my own,
no I know,
i'm no superman.

I NEED TO STOP TRYING TO BE EVERYONES GUARDIAN ANGEL!

fuck,
I miss Angel...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

baby, you can't save everyone.
and i know it hurts when you can't succeed at it so you try so hard to make sure everyone is okay.
but it's not your job. as much as it may seem like it is sometimes it isn't.

and don't be scared like me.
i'm alone now, and it's all my own fault.