Rain washed brain

So i'm talking to doll,
now that things are as normal as they're going to get after the fight,
and I ask her,
"are you still glad I gave you my number at ______"
she answers,
"I don't regret it if thats what you're asking"
my reply
"No, I know you don't regret, i'm asking if you're still glad or not"
her answer
"idk"
and surprisingly,
that really fucking hurt...
so,
I got angry,
cause thats what I do when people hurt me,
so me and a friend went on an hour long walk in the rain,
splashing through every puddle we walked by,
then stopped at my writers house,
she gave me cookies,
then went past V's house and she visited for a bit,
then went home and took a shower in my bra and undies with my friend
(i don't like being naked)
we were cold and muddy from the puddles,
I feel much better now :)