I knew it was going to happen,
I expected it,
so why does it piss me off so bad?
I guess I expected things to be different this once,
I really need to stop expecting to find someone to prove me wrong,
I don't know if I ever will,
and it hurts each time I give someone a chance,
and they prove me wrong.
...
It hurts to think I really had hope this time.
EDIT: I'm being dramatic.
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Yes, you are being dramatic. Now, I'm sorry that I tend to go away when things look up, but that's the way I am and I can't help it. I can't give you an excuse because I know it doesn't help and I don't think I could think up one that could cover the things that I do. I don't like excuses anyways. I don't know why I do this, I don't know why I disappear, but I do and I don't think I can change that. I just wish you wouldn't get this upset by it. It makes me feel worse than I already do.
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