JESUS FUCK!!!

Fucking a!
She is everywhere I seem to go,
I see her in walmart,
at the casino,
on the road,
at the high school,
at the mall!!!
FUCK!
How much can you possibly run into one person?!
Especially someone you're terrified of!

These emotions are dumb and these perceptions are spoiled

Whenever there are nights like these,
when no one seems to have time for me,
when I feel like I want someone,
or just feel lonely,
and every person I go to happens to be busy,
I begin getting upset,
and I think it is stupid of me to do,
I don't mean to,
it just happens,
I should just walk into my room right now,
curl up on my bed and do homework until I fall asleep,
but that isn't what I'm going to do,
I'll end up laying there until midnight or later hoping someone will talk,
hoping someone will listen,
you know...
I always used to say I don't need anyone,
but now I know,
that is complete bullshit.