Fog

I'm sick of being so scared,
I can't even take the dogs a few steps from the front door,
not without having a horrible feeling of panic rise in my throat and choke me,
then my heart starts pounding,
my muscles sieze up and i can't help it but run
I run back to the door and hurry it closed,
every time I look out the window I want to cry,
it scares me so badly and i'm not even sure why,
and it's getting thicker by the hour...