All these thoughts fighting for attention

I keep thinking,
of how it's been these past three and a half months,
remembering little things,
how things used to be,
how they changed,
little things we remembered,
the sound of her giggling,
the feel of her hand on my face,
the taste of her kiss,
the nervous butterflies that attacked the first two days,
late night conversations,
whispered affection cause the emotion made our voices crack,
the unconditional protection,
our little debates that would spark an argument in any other couple,
pet names,
words in french,
little surprises,
teasing each other four hours at a time,
endless questions,
secretly being reminded of her by tons of songs,
the look in her eyes when I know she wishes she could break away and run to me,
the lingering scent of her perfume on the red hoodie,
clinging for dear life crying into the blue hoodie,
waking up to "good morning love" or something just as sweet every morning,
and most of all,
the sound of her voice as she says "I love you"
the emotions she let show when it was with me,
it hasn't even been 24 hours and I miss it,
I can barely see what i'm typing cause I begin crying,
as soon as I realize how much something so small,
can create a change so big...