Wednesday, December 17, 2008

I'm an asshole

Don't i have a fantastic way of punishing myself for everything?
I always end up hurting other people my punishments,
then I punish myself more,
in turn hurt people more,
this is stupid,
I need to figure out a better way of punishing myself than making myself be alone,
I really hope I don't regret this in the morning,
cause then I'll feel like even more of an asshole,
I'll have to add my musician to my list of people that it makes me gut wrenchingly sick to hurt,
I didn't know it would be that bad.

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