Thursday, December 18, 2008

Note to self: Leaving to solve the self resentment only causes more

The title of this blog explains everything I mean to say
I kinda want to add a conversation I had with someone though.
Me: _____(insert name here)?
Her: Yea.??
Me: Um, do you know if ______(my musician) is at home?
Her: She might be.
Me: Okay... Um, how was she last night..
Her: She seemed pretty upset after she talked to you.
Me: Wait she didn't tell you what happened?
Her: Oh no she did.
Me: Ugh, I was being an idiot last night..
Her: Yaaa...idk. She's pretty hurt. It's even worse that you did it over texting..
Me: Yeah... I know... I wish I could take last night back.
Her: Well you can't. All you can do is move on and try to fix it.
Me: That's what I'm going to try and do which is why I asked you if she is home, I want to call her.

Might I add that what I was attempting to say or accomplish with that phone call failed miserably,
I couldn't even think straight,
oh and if I've forgotten or haven't re enforced this enough?
I'm an idiotic asshole.

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