Perfect in our imperfection

I eat quickly,
I breathe softly,
I love slowly,
My heart beat is usually too soft,
I can't stand the silence,
I can never concentrate on just one thing,
I'm impatient,
erratic,
patient (yes I know it says impatient just above)
Easily frightened,
Usually unable to handle hard situations,
I make more mistakes than I could ever ask to be forgiven for,
I refuse to apologize when I know I'm wrong,
And beg for forgiveness when I've truly fucked up,
I regularly make myself sick with candy,
and I can never take the last of the food from the pan at dinner,
I'm frightened of making noise,
and of being to clingy,
I'm only happy when someone is thinking about me,
and incredibly selfish,
not to mention shallow,
I have so many flaws,
like my lazy eye,
scarred nose,
and other scarred patches of skin,
dry skin on my legs,
bones that aren't quite straight,
I have a problem with pimples,
and tend to forget to brush my teeth,
I don't take very good care of myself,
and rely way too much on the scent of my shampoo,
(I'll only use it if I really like the smell)
I abuse my hair with my brush,
and almost never do my homework,
I regularly eat things I shouldn't,
and feed the dogs off my plate,
I cry when I'm angry,
and never scream,
I'm over sensitive,
and take everything as offensive,
I lie to everyone except those who are most important to me,
and focus way too much on a group of 3 or 4 people at all times,
I listen to songs that I know will make me cry,
and push myself until I have panic attacks,
I am hopelessly in love with books,
and get pissed off when I'm not the best at something,
I'm hopelessly OCD,
and tragically unorganized,
I drive when I'm upset,
and regularly break laws without a second thought,
I don't give a shit when I really should,
and I don't care enough about myself to be motivated,
I hate it when it's silent,
and go stir crazy within two days of staying inside,
I'm way too big of a fan of good sex,
and dislike boys a little too much for my own good,
I throw myself under the bus a lot,
and can charm my way out of almost any situation,
there are so many flaws,
and so many things that just make me human,
when it's all listed out it's a wonder why we all put up with each other,
we're all so very flawed,
but god damn,
I love humans for it,
well,
some of them at least.