"Insert quote here"

I feel like I made a large mistake,
I said what I meant,
I'm trying to do that more lately,
at least in the areas I'm allowed to for,
but it seems like that isn't such a good idea,
I feel like quite an asshole,
again,
I really don't like this feeling,
I guess maybe I shouldn't have said it?
But I meant it...
Well,
mean it,
it's true,
and she doesn't hear it enough...
I guess I should just keep my mouth shut,
I don't know,
I'm going to go and try to sleep,
Pan will protect me heh,
as will Hector Van Mullosk,
time to hide from the world in my headphones.

I'm calling tomorrow.

Ugh...

I hate how one stupid,
insignificant,
simple little thing,
can ruin a great mood that I've had the entire day,
oh well,
at least I got a lot done.

Hawaii Inspired

You are my sunshine,
my stars in the night sky,
and I want you to know,
that I'll never let you go,
On days I make you sad,
or even a little mad,
remember I love you so,
and I'll never let you go.

Sigmund Freud Quotes

Most people do not really want freedom, because freedom involves responsibility, and most people are frightened of responsibility.

Whoever loves becomes humble. Those who love have, so to speak, pawned a part of their narcissism.

What progress we are making. In the Middle Ages they would have burned me. Now they are content with burning my books.

What a distressing contrast there is between the radiant intelligence of the child and the feeble mentality of the average adult.

We are never so defensless against suffering as when we love.

Time spent with cats is never wasted.

The mind is like an iceberg, it floats with one-seventh of its bulk above water.

The great question that has never been answered, and which I have not yet been able to answer, despite my thirty years of research into the feminine soul, is "What does a woman want?"

The goal of all life is death.

Neurotics complain of their illness, but they make the most of it, and when it comes to talking it away from them they will defend it like a lioness her young.

Everywhere I go I find that a poet has been there before me.

Dreams are often most profound when they seem the most crazy.

Happy new years...

tonight has been interesting to say the least,
I spent a majority of the day with Green,
watched the yes man with her and a friend,
found it even funnier that normal cause im at 63 hours with a total of 4 hours of sleep,
I jumped down a flight of stairs and hurt myself,
had my mom forget I was leaving town for 3 days,
had a very good conversation with green,
comforted someone because their friend died,
had Roger call me for the first time since the 17th,
called my musician and talked a little,
rode a ferry to the city,
sat on the floor of the mall for an hour singing and dancing,
and fighting with little kids over the lights,
watched the new years fire works,
got trapped,
and lost,
kind of,
got on the ferry which was late,
layed on the bench al drowzy and twacking out from being around so many people,
had a very long chat with Roger,
and now I'm sitting here,
waiting for the sun to rise
so I can go to sleep,
it's my own personl tradition to stay up and greet the sun on new years,
but sunrise is over 3 hours away and i have no one to talk to,
and 63 hours is probably not smart heh,
plus i have to be nice tomorrow,
ill be around small children part of the day,
right now,
I just want to curl up in someones arms,
and sleep for a while day,
and get woken up with a gentle touch and a kiss,
the second part has a very select cantidate group lol,
ut I went back to the fountain where the pictures were taken,
and saw the giant glowing things we kissed under,
it was pretty neat,
I giggled.
Anyways,
my music player just died so im going to lay down,
lets see ow long i stay conscious